burden

ONLY FOLLOW

This time, I will not allow Karma to hardwire
its endoscopic reign and prevail over my lives
with archaic inflection. Here, there, and
everywhere it attempts to vacillate and coerce,
but I exist to carve it free of our entanglement.

This time, I have purpose, and it is freshly made
by these hands that carry an almighty burden.
This time, I bare fruit, as the saying goes, and the
fruit holds its own seeds that bare further
fruit, and yes, Karma will follow, to be sure,
but this time, it shall no longer lead.

© Tamara Natividad | pisceanesque.com | Written 01 March, 2024

TE WAIRUA FREE (‘The Free Spirit’)

my spirit needs mending
but I have no coloured thread
to darn these fraying burdens

the eye of this needle lay gaping and empty
and I am standing on its edge ready to fall through

a knot to my ankle, and my fast surrender,
and I’ll fly deeply in to weave new dreams

a fresher self with perfect stitching
– an un-perished disaster –
still surviving in spite of her erupted soul

© Tamara Natividad | pisceanesque.com | Written 19 May, 2017

NOT IMMUNE

i am
tormented
by your need
for distance
but not immune
to this burden
of recapture

© Tamara Natividad | pisceanesque.com | Written 25 April, 2017

THOUGHT #13

The weight of money is unbelievably light compared to the weight of the burden it was designed to carry.

© Tamara Natividad | pisceanesque.com | Written 26 November, 2011